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I am going to give you the reader’s digest version of my life in a nutshell, however, promise not to laugh! I am a one out of three- triplets! My twin sister and brother moved out to live their lives with their loved one (s). I also have an older brother who moved out with his girlfriend and at the end of the day I love my family and will always hold a special place for them in my heart because their all I have. I wish I could see them as much as I did growing up but understand there as busy as everyone else so when the holidays roll around I look forward more than I usually do, minus the food part! I still live at home with my half-sane mother who I love, however, just turn on my selective hearing on most days. My dad past away two years ago due to cancer so once again I am stronger than ever when it comes to appreciating family, I treasure it’s value. Through a lot of hard times in my life such as losing close people around me, I’ve experienced something beautiful through the darkest clouds. I’ve gotten to be closer to a lot of cousins who I’ve never been as close with growing up and I feel it was god’s way of showing me someone to be there after losing someone so special and for that I am thankful to my cousins I keep in touch with today and because of you, I’ve gotten through a lot of rough times and days-for that I love you. I am currently in my last 14 months of school at Caldwell College and work full-time during the day at ACS-Xerox in this big office building where I have the luxury of wearing a shirt and tie every day. I am grateful to have the weekends off and to attend night classes for my last year of college, so I shouldn’t complain for a great opportunity as well as schedule. Looking at my life at what I accomplish vs. what I’ve experienced – I am a better person probably than yesterday if not stronger. I am not perfect nor am I an angel, but I am a better person and will continue to be a better leader of today than a follower of yesterday. I don’t regret the old me but I appreciate the new wiser me and learned from a lot of mistakes. I’ve taken a 3-year break before starting college because of a loss in the family and took an additional year off after losing my dad and I’ve experience a lot of heartbreaks and obstacles thrown my way but kept my head up and picked myself back up when no one else done. I’m currently balancing finishing school and a fulltime job so the having free time is not the best schedule but I make the best out of it. I am in the middle of pursuing perhaps the police field-just taken my exams and test and waiting for new doors as well to open. Currently enlisted as a Nutley Auxiliary police officer so we’ll see what happens with that. I live life day by day taking each lesson and struggle as a learning stone and at the end of every tunnel is a path and light and when I encounter them, I will continue to make the best decision moving forward with me. I am far from perfect but see myself a better person because of so much and I’ve let a lot of things down and gave up on a lot for the good or worst however one thing I never gave up was dreaming-my passion- music. I love music and probably wouldn’t be here nor the same person if it wasn’t for music and my ability to create music and count on it when I had nothing else. I remember the lowest points in my life and the darkest hours when all I had was music and my ability to write my emotions down to be heard when no one else was there to listen. It’s a lot harder to put the same amount of time into music that I had in the past but at the end of every moment I can I am reaching out and turning to music to make and create more of it. I love music and behind every laugh and joke anyone has made to me because of fulfilling music and doing “ONETHIRD”, they won’t laugh if they stood in the shoes I wore when music was all I had. Moving along, I am in the point in my life where I’m making decisions and moves to better myself and overall doing what makes me happy. I love working out and going to the gym whether it’s that one day a week or 5 days I try to, it keeps me active. I love sports; basketball is a huge part of me as well as playing it any chance I can. I also am constantly aiming to surround myself with positive things and people because at the end of the day positivism = happiness. I learned to be happy in life and with others, you have to be happy with yourself and that’s something I am learning and starting to work on should I say. Once your happy with yourself, the rest will follow. Love is like a booger to me, you constantly pick at it but once you have it you don’t know what to do with it. I want my love life to consist of a lot of laughs, cry’s, but more importantly a lot of trust and complete happiness. If we have to go to bed fighting and waking up fighting- then its time for changes and through every ending is a new beginning even with a broken heart. To sum up my long about me “readers digest” version, I am a typical 24 year old with a little more ambition than your average individual. I dream, I aim high and I never stop believing-dreaming. I see things in a more positive outlook than most and my perspective on life has changed due to everything I’ve experienced and to be honest I wouldn’t change anything. I am who I am, I am me...