专辑简介

When I was 14 months old my brother, sister and I were placed into foster care due to the neglect of my biological mother, Laura. She died from an overdose when I was three years old. We were later adopted, but growing up I dealt with heavy identity issues. I was depressed, suicidal, and hurting in silence. I was told many different stories about my biological mom that painted her as a woman who didn’t love us, so looking in the mirror was difficult being that I felt like I looked just like the woman who didn’t want me. Growing up I always had a fear of abandonment. I believed that no one wanted me and I didn’t want to get too close to others in the fear that they would leave me too. This is where the trust issues began and negative habits developed from there.

This project allows me to mourn my mother, to ask her questions, and to rest in the understanding that no matter what I went through as a child it didn’t break me. That through surrendering my all to God I was able to push through the pain that laid heavy on my heart and because of my Him and the experiences that he guided me through, I am the strong individual that I am today. I had to literally give up on my lackadaisical way of dealing with issues and rather Go a.i (All In) in all areas in my life.