In the back of an Old school chevy riding with murder in the air mixed with pride and fear . How in the world did the choir boy end up in here. All of a sudden my life flashed before my eyes . And I remembered the very first joint that I smoked as a freshman at Hampton University outside of the health clinic in the graveyard. Then I remembered all the foul cruel things that I had done and had allowed to happen to me. And last but not least losing my virginity to a prostitute in Tijuana Mexico for 5 dollars bad memories struggled for 15 years blood sweat and tears unforgiven somewhere in between dying and living.Surviving off penicillin . Sitting in a clinic for the umpteenth time when will it stop the nurse sticking me for a culture ..I’m a vulture. If I had wings I would fly away, results coming right away , maybe ill just hide away .Flesh burning with desire, in my loins I can feel the fire, 7 days of medication I couldn’t possibly get any higher. Whats causing me to run out in the streets of bad news spreading my love to any chicken down to do whatever I paid her to do Never sitting in the pew sowing in my flesh wickedness ,surrounded by death and unrighteousness MY SOUL CRIES OUT FOR HELP AND ITS ALL IN HIS NAME(YAHSHUA) I WILL NEVER BE THE SAME..DON’T HATE THE PLAYER HATE THE GAME LORD JESUS I’M ABOUT TO DIE .. FROM THIS SEX AND DRUGS …HANGING OUT WITH THUGS ..AS I LAY FACE DOWN ON THIS RUG ..HEAL MY BODY TOUCH MY MIND …I THINK I’M PSKITSOFRENIC LIVIN IN AND OUT OF CLINICS ..THIS ISNT LIFE 34 I WANT A WIFE AND MAYBE SOME BABIES … MAYBE SOME BABIES … I MIGHT NOT HAVE NO BABIES I’M A SINNER AND IM TIRED OF RUNNING FROM YOUR CALLING …YOUR WILL BE DONE JUST INTRODUCE ME TO YOUR SON CONVICT US INTO THE MARVELOUS LIGHT THAT COVERS ME BRIGHT AS THE SON OF RIGHTEOUSNESS FROM HEAD TO TOE I THANK THE GOD OF ABRAHAM ISAAC AND JACOB FOR CREATING MY SPIRIT BODY AND SOUL IN A WORLD OF CIRCUMSTANCES I HAVE FALLEN AND CRIED ALOUD AND BECAUSE YOU ARE A GOD OF A SECOND CHANCE I CAN NOW MAINTAIN A CHRISTIAN LIFESTYLE BEYOND THIS WORLD OF BLOOD SWEAT AND TEARS WE CLING TO THE HOPE OF GLORY WE HAVE BUT ONLY SO MANY YEARS TO WITNESS IN JOY AND IN PAIN BROAD IS THE WAY THAT LEADS TO DESTRUCTION NARROW IS THE WAY TO PARADISE THE CAPTAIN OF MY SOUL IS THE LORD; JESUS CHRIST IS THE MASTER OF MY LIFE. BY JOSEPH TALIAFERRO Yahshua(Jesus) saves