Blister ------- Now you're put back in your place Smile once tatooed on your face I act only as your tool Your turn now you play my fool And I wanted to Yeah I wanted to die When I looked at you And I saw right through I wanted to die I wanted to die I needed to die Yeah, I want to die Gaze out at a purple sky Velvet lovers gone awry Be still, feel my blood it flows Inside my hatred how it grows And I feel like a brick's Been tossed through my head And my spirit left my body For the land of the dead Yeah land of the dead That's what he said We'd be better off dead We'd be better off dead Silence, passion to my ears Disgust, as the smoke screen clears Feed me before the moment's lost Helpless, untie me from my cross And I feel like a brick's Been tossed through my head And my spirit left my body For the land of the dead We'd be better off dead We'd be better off dead Mainliner --------- The snow was falling you heard me calling To my rescue you surely would not come Well it aint the first time And it probably aint the last Well you'd think I'd learn More than twice been burned But I still pour my heart over your flame You said if I was hungry You'd nourish my soul But now I stand hear bleeding As your winter wind grows cold... so cold I push my arms up high Try to punch the sky But I find I'm slowly sinking Chill runs down my spine 'Cause I've been so blind But woman, we aint even Now we aint even I read your letter Sugar I know better than to run back to you with open arms Said I feel mistreated And woman, we aint even Now we aint even I make my final stand A sad and lonely man But at least my pride is not weakened Scars on my face 'Cause I know my place Yeah but woman, we aint even Now we aint even Now we aint even Where? ------ Piece of mind Was all I ever asked for Lamb's blood smeared A symbol over my door It's true I never felt my daddy caress my face What you see is a sorry state of childhood grace I sit and watch the river run into the sea And I wonder does that river run through me? And out this window I often dream that I can fly Or do I dream I die? Where did you go? You left me all alone What does it mean? By the shape of things What my future brings Looks quite dark to me Like a prisoner my hands are chained, I'm bound to an earthly cell The doctors here tell me it's praobably just as well Beneath this crooked cross I lie in my shallow grave To neon lights I am a slave Where did you go? You left me all alone What does it mean? When I gasp for air I know that none is there So I sit and I stare You left me all alone Where did you go? And What does it mean to you, if anything? When I gasp for air I know that none is there So I sit and I stare Yeah I stare Where? Where? Soul Garden ----------- All that I remember Are the burn marks and the chains Reflecting on my past life In the city's stinging rain Got to get myself together Got to break out of my mental shell Been talking to myself lately You'd be surprised, it's goin' quite well Neon lights the city breathes Hit the streets at godspeed Beyond belief, beneath deciept Lies your soul garden Soul garden And if I didn't know better I'd say the sun will never shine again And you, I once trusted I'll never make that mistake again When I head straight towards the light Sanity's no where in sight Beyond belief, beneath deciept Lies your soul garden Soul garden As I look up to the sky I feel the changing tide As the waves crash in around me Stolen emotion Like a drop in the ocean I'm losing myself Like a terminal illness Agony, and stillness I feed on myself I don't need to expose it It's a path that I've chosen My santuary And I know that it's not fair But I find that it's where I am what I am, what I am I'm losing myself I'm losing myself I'm losing myself