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简介
As my son took one of his 20 minute cat naps, I sat quietly in my room, thinking about my life. With the strains of working third shift, staying home with a baby during the day and a husband who had just left for the military, I rarely had time to think. I felt so far away from God and I hated my life. I thought about all my sins and choices that had ultimately brought me to this place of desperation. I knew that all the hardships I was going through were all consequences of not following God's will. I had messed up in so many areas and in so many ways, but a glimmer of hope shone into my heart. As I sat there in silence on my bed, the tears began to flow and I began to pour my heart out to God. I said, "God, I know that I have failed You in so many ways. But your word teaches that You help us redeem the time. I have to believe that You still have a plan for my life...please...show me what it is." I was so tired of doing things my own way and I no longer wanted to follow my own path. I wanted to do God's will, not my own. Soon after I prayed that prayer I heard about a Christian music competition on the radio which I felt impressed to enter. God truly blessed and as a result of that exposure from the radio, God has opened up many doors for me to sing and share my testimony with others at retreats, camp meetings, conferences, academies and various other functions. I felt then, and still do, that God answered my prayer through this experience. He still had a beautiful plan for my life and it is my hope and prayer to never disappoint Him again. To God be all the glory!