"Addiction" VERSE Far behind the bull rides, Down a nameless dust road You became my addiction, And I your rose petal My weakness was my only reason, And I was too innocent To give it all up, But you were satisfied enough --Now I lye awake, And I picture the maps Every road I'll never take, If I stop here with you to rest But I find my resolve, It weakens with every kiss I start to believe I need a handsome man Though unsteady be his lips CHORUS But what if loneliness was not so strong? What if we'd managed to go along alone? What if I was strong enough to let you go? What if you were not my addiction? What if you were not my addiction? VERSE Seems just yesterday, I made myself a monster out of mud Now I have no disguise, And my heart is laid bare before your own All my guilt covered by lust, I may as well have sold my soul I am so ashamed, I have no strength to run away no more --You placed all your faith in me, And left your heart on my sleeve But can't you see my arm is broken, And heavily bleeding? I'm left to my own design, To pick up the pieces And when I apologize, I no longer mean it REPEAT CHORUS Written and Performed by Charity Shatwell --For every heart that you've broken and been broken by in turn.