I could go sober but I'd miss the drink I could be still but then I'd have to think About everything I've said and done Can I love the monster I've become With all the ways I've found to stunt my growth And the emotions that I've learned to choke All the empty acts of sabotage Every smile I wore as camoflauge And all the time the truth was in my grasp But there were questions that I couldn't ask How could I expect for anyone To stay and love the monster I've become And there were times I tried to mend that rift But I love to smell a burning bridge How could I expect for anyone To stay and love the monster I've become I could go sober but I'd miss the drink I could go sober Both songs written by Paul Tabachneck c p 2017 Fleshyourcoldhousein Music (ASCAP) Produced by Brandon Wilde and Paul Tabachneck Mastered by Fred Kevorkian Brad Gunyon: Drums, percussion Brandon Wilde: Bass, backing vocals, electric guitar Michael Bellar: Keys Paul Tabachneck: Lead and backing vocals, acoustic and electric guitars Graphics and Design by Sara Baumberger Thank you Ana and Jesse for letting me take the time to make this, and thank you for listening All profits from this single will be donated to the ACLU More songs to come Press/Booking: paul@paul-tab.com Sync/Licensing: michelle@shellybay.com